Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" -- Ernest Gaines

So there was a MySpace bulletin about supporting gay rights with this on it. And it was heartening.

BUT

then I was just right back to being disgusted. I don't think I'm made for this world. I can't live here.

I just want to be able to have a conversation with REAL people, or see something REAL people write, and not be confronted with slurs.

ANd no I'm not fucking fuckin fuckckladrti h  efu8glsetgd8u[90 too sensitive. ty6uj YOU are desensitized. And it makes me furious, it makes me shake, it makes me barf, it makes me cry, it makes me hit things. But mostly it makes me grind my teeth, and they're really sore, so WAKE THE FUCK UP!

and ugh, I know I lose credibility when I cuss all the time. But how am I supposed to stop? Cuss words were manufactured for this world. They couldn't fit better together. There's a reason they're here. Yet another example of attacking the symptom but never the disease. Who the fuckdiddilly fuck fuck cares about "cuss words." That's not really the problem here.

Okay, here's the deal. I'm not going to tell you what pissed me off so fucking baaaaaad. But... I'm just gonna say, if I can go twenty-four hours without this shit, I'll match it. I won't cuss for twenty-four hours. But before then, I'm going to curse like a sailor. Worse than ever before.

And then I'll double the time. 48 hours. Etc.

Except this game has so many glitches.... But oh well. Mainly I just want to curse like a sailor, cuz I know it isn't really gonna happen (fucking shithead)

Unfortunately, there are already very very few words I allow myself to say so....